Midnight Thoughts (I got lucky with you)
I can’t handle this. This pain.
I love him so much :’( why did I have to fuck it all up..
I always fuck everything up.
This whole world would be better without someone like me around.
I’m so sorry.. For everything
And actually kind of fucking sad too
I bought and made my boyfriend some Xmas gifts already(I know, super early, but I have free time). And he may or may not be about to leave me.
I’m only posting on here because no one in my life really gives a flying fuck what is on my mind. And the ones that do, I don’t care to hear them bitch about what is going on to me. As if it isn’t hard enough?
I’ve never gave anything my all, out of fear, but I gave him my all.
The question is, will he do the same?
I’m going to go insane before this week is over 😓 Must. Find. Distractions.